i haven't written in here in a long time...but i have to do somethin now b4 i flip out

1. i have my graduation, my parents want me to go, yet i do not feel any level of success and they called me selfish because i do not feel the same way as them....yet..when i do things that make me feel like a success..no response...it goes completely unnoticed..
whats the point of goin up on a stage for a blank scroll? getting it from someone you don't know? to make things worse..im not even graduating in the year with my friends..

2. im tired of this sh*T with sun*ta...im tired of thinkin of her..and i still have that white box but i thnk im goin to throw it all away

3. it seems like allm*n the dreamer has gone..or hidden himself..he must return though...and quickly..i realize that i lost it somehow the moment this sh*t with su*ta went down....U MUST REGAIN YOUR f*CKin sElF man...turn to the Word and God and all should b well

4. ria..ria..ria...so cute...i like her alot